TOTALLY OVERWHELMED

Today I am totally overwhelmed with my life. It all started a couple of months ago. Everything in our house is wearing out and needing to be replaced. The end of November our first water heater went out. Luckily we had two. Our soft water went out but we couldn't replace it because we were trying to finish Christmas. Then our washer died. Then just before Christmas we need four new tires on the van. (Just what you want to buy instead of Christmas presents.) After Christmas our dryer stopped working. Our dishwasher is almost dead, I have to hand wash the dishes before I put them in the dishwasher. Our van needed to be registered, dance competition money was due and Kaylee and Kamree started an acting class all last week. (a whopping $400 later). Then today Bryan woke up to go to work at 4:00 am to find that our other water heater died. I also agreed to do a small assembly job for Bryan's old boss, thinking the extra money would be nice. I only need 10-12 extra hours before monday to do it. Come to find out, I don't have an extra 10-12 hours to do it. It didn't all hit me until about 9:00 when I realized that I couldn't do laundry, dishes, shower, bathe the girls, clean the floor and a number of other chores I had planned for today. I feel like I am so far behind and I can't get caught up. I run and run and run and yet the finish line just keeps getting further away. It's not just the money issue, it's everything!!! Today I am at my breaking point and I don't know what to do to recover. My house is a mess from top to bottom, my kids are naughty, my bank account is empty and my mental state is very unstable. I guess all I can do is crawl back in bed and hope tomorrow won't get worse!